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is this really what i want?

what the hell do i want?

Life. Ugh.

If I can make it through this semester, then I will be able to make it through anything life ever throws at me.

Weird things going on in Cola.

Pet Peeve.

I hate when people post negative things on your stuff on facebook, haha

I Know the Sun Must Set to Rise.

I feel like I am going to do nothing important with my life after college. I have friends who will be teaching, nursing, and are currently leading students group. What have I done in college? What will I do after college? A geography degree. That won't get me doing anything important. It sucks, because I wanted to be a doctor at one point, but failed miserably freshman year. I would have been doing something important then. Ugh. I love my life, I really do, but it's harder to stay completely happy the closer I get to graduating as I have no idea what to do after school and I'm jealous of my friends who already have careers lined up and will be doing something they love and that will make a difference in people's lives. I hate my major, and I just don't see how it will make a difference to anybody if I ever do anything with it. Can I go back to being young, when everything was fun and carefree? I like a lot of things about my life these days, but I think I'll always yearn to have that carefree growing up feeling again.

I don't want a title.

I am not letting school ruin my birthday. So take that school.